I could say I have already lived many lives in this lifetime. With my sun Capricorn in the 8th house, I undergo regular phoenix experiences of death and rebirth. As a Gemini Rising my interests and talents are multidirectional, often new combinations and bridges between the different practices and interests I have been following. As an emotional Projector (in human design) I also have access to a well of knowledge with unbeknown origin, which I call downloads or intuitions, often based on a feeling, designed for whoever is asking my advice.

Since I was a little child I have lived in a magical universe, where fairies, angels and other beings existed and we can communicate telepathically with plants and animals, yet through my education and cultural conditioning I started hiding these perceptions and with time they became less evident. Growing up in a home of separated parents from an early age, I further developed my sensitivity as a survival skill, by reading people. I remember I could sit for hours observing others, as if I was watching TV, seeing their inner lives in front of me. I used to make drawings through which I created stories that carried my psychological observations. My ability to read others aura was nevertheless not an easy tool, as it took me about 20 years to learn about boundaries and to identify these informations as other’s and not my own. I was often labeled hypersensitive and didn’t consider this a strength but rather a weakness. Learning to differentiate between the information I am absorbing and to switch the sensitivity on and off, was crucial for growing to appreciate my Projector abilities. 

When I was a child I was labeled a dreamer, as an artist my vivid imaginations have guided me to unique explorations, and when learning to become a therapist I started to understand how to navigate inner worlds and non-physical dimensions. When I encountered trance and hypnosis techniques I felt immediately home and I love accompanying others through their journeys.

As a Gemini Rising I have a playful side, always excited to explore new horizons and to create connections between my different practices. It has been a natural desire for me, to bring together or collage my ideas, and from a big melting pot of all my experiences, knowledges and practices invent something new. When I was younger this sometimes made me feel insecure, as it didn’t fit into the usual linear narrative of a carrier. Yet my multiplicity has become both my signature and my talent, as it is truly unique what I’m offering, and I can see beauty in the combinations.

My own journey of growth and to come to a place of appreciation for my diverse talents and sensitivity hasn’t been easy. But choosing a conscious life, my journey into the underworld, facing my shadows and fears was unavoidable and has transformed what was dark into light and I brought back the most precious pearls from the depths. Pearls that now are the gift that guides me through life and enable me to share my insights with others.

In 2016, I was pregnant and at 20 weeks experienced a still-birth – the most transformative moment in my life – death and (re)birth at once. I felt a portal opening inside of me, between life and death, and in the moment of giving birth to the dead body of the little embryo, I realised I was consciously giving birth to myself, to being alive and taking full responsibility of my life, of being on earth. In the years following I met myself in the deepest way possible, descended into the depths of my womb, to cleanse and heal not only my traumatic experience but also all the accumulated karma and ancestral baggage that was there. In a moment of desperation I found my own voice to be the healer, I started toning within myself to transform not only the memory of the tissue but also the energetic imprints. There I found my inner goddess – my power, strength, sexuality, trust in love – and most importantly I learned to become my own mother and reparent my inner child. 

In the last years I have developed an artistic project, a performance Dreamline Mothership based on my experience, a sci-fi guided voyage into the cosmic womb, where I shared also for the first time my voice in songs. This process allowed me to trust that I could start sharing my voice practices and I conceived my workshop Divine Voice. Finally I found my voice (back) and I am now sharing my voice practices both in therapeutic as well as in artistic contexts.

My art has been fluctuating in-between genres and forms of presentation, but one continuation was, that it has often been perceived as therapeutic what I was offering. Intuitively I always felt that art is both originated but also a vehicle for the research of the mysteries of life, transformation and healing. My artistic endeavours often challenged the audience as participants to face themselves and change their perspective of self and other. 

I don’t know if I’m an artist or a therapist, I feel that I have been always both, and that there is no separation anyway. I love to bring my creativity and healing practices in a playful way together, both to accompany growth and change.